alive

it is not coincidental that alive sounds like a life.
to be truly alive, live like there's only one life

2009

Happy 2009!

Work is the end of the road. Everyday's a holiday.

NBA playoffs

are here again, unberieveable~!

the original 90's houston team i supported has changed so much, and now they are also without yao ming...not much hope there of makin it to the finals but golden state did beat dallas last year in 1st round so.

still, lots of exciting match-ups in the west, plus the new rise of boston makes for potentially one of the most thrilling nba finals...

a pity fun teams like chicago bulls and la clippers ain't up to it this season after a refreshing last season...still...with SHAQ in suns...KG in celtics...JASON KIDD in dallas...what the hell man, all the dynamics are shaken up and i wish they will show every match on local tv

a shame spurs have to meet the suns so quickly...but i'm rooting for suns...they are going to be more entertaining! they also deserve a chance at silverware...before the team dissemble (i predict)

kobe vs iverson will be fun too :D

可怕的宇宙学！！

THE MOST POWERFUL THEORY IN THE WORLD REVEALED TODAY - 宇宙学！！！！

the theory basically relates the size of the universe to anything you want.

how to use:

1.
"i'm having relationship problems."

"the 宇宙 有这么大。（hands stretched out) 你有这么小。(point to a dust) 你的问题是 negligible!! 你没有问题！”

“ok. 谢谢你，可怕的宇宙学！"

2.
"i'm having money problems."

"the 宇宙 有这么大。（hands stretched out) 你有这么小。(point to a dust) 你的问题是 negligible!! 你没有问题！”

“ok. 谢谢你，可怕的宇宙学！"

3.
"i'm having homework problems."

"the 宇宙 有这么大。（hands stretched out) 你有这么小。(point to a dust) 你的 exercise book 有这么小。(point to an amoeba) 你的问题是 negligible!! 你没有问题！”

“ok. 谢谢你，可怕的宇宙学！"

4.
"i'm having universe problems."

"the 宇宙 有这么大。（hands stretched out) 你........... 你.........没有问题.”

“ok. 谢谢你，可怕的宇宙学！"

dreamless days, dreamful nights

sometimes i feel like, i forgotten how to think
how to dream
and how to be excited

is it like this with everyone's ns period? busy busy, then overexposed to the same work, then a grind out to the end of our service...in the past 18 and a half months, even as i learned some technical skills, i feel my life's gearbox slowing to neutral and my aspirations naught. is it always so difficult to find out what you want, and things that makes your heart beat lil faster? maybe its end of student life. maybe its growin up, without being ready to be grownup.

given myself 2 years to figure out what i might wanna do and time is running out, yes, even the supposedly slow-passing time that exists in ns world.

then again, no expectations means no disappointment. no roller-coasters, no vomiting your breakfast. still...i kind of admire those with a big goal. working towards one must surely make you feel alive. like how i felt at 6 dropping a coconut a few times from the 4th floor with a neighbour to get at the juice and flesh inside. or going to a new class or school or country with no friends.

those were the days :)

i forgotten i have a blog

YES!!

first blog of 2007! very very lucky, it would appear that the blog was dead, if i did not have an entry at least once a year. erm. ya.

it was a close shave. i forgotten i had a blog, until my friend reminded me abt it and asked if i'm going to update it! the feelin is akin to findin back ur baby after abandonin it at someone's doorfront for a while. i guess i did not have much to blog abt after comin back from nyc to resume my love for my nation. everyday its just WORK WORK (in wc3 orge accent). life's a lot more boring-er now. heck, i even missed rushing homeworks minutes b4 the deadlines coz it was actually quite exciting (esp when you had a housemate who's just as terrible, horrible, and vegetable at procrastination.) (that's u, ringo.)

anyhow, here's to 2007! promise to blog again at least once more in 2008.

my feeling is up! i want to remember this....